Do you ever feel like something is missing?
Like no matter how much you have,
that there is something more?
Do you ever feel like there is someone missing?
Someone all the people in the world can't replace?
Do you ever feel devoid of just one emotion,
Fun moments that don't last,
Smiles that don't reach your eyes'
Tears just beneath the surface
A heartache that nudges your mind
At least once a day to remind u of this...
Carefree moments spent with a loved one.
Moments when all that matteres was someone else
Memories of times when 2 souls where so closely knit
The entire world ceased to exist.
Hearts beating in sync,
Lips locked in a kiss so deep.
Minds at peace, limbs at ease
Memories from a time before,
A time once again longed for
A time with you.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Fears
I dare to think, I dare to believe,
I dare to hope, and I think you can see...
My fears clash with my desires,
I am scared that all with go up in fires.
I know what I want, I see what I need,
But to reach out could mean I will bleed.
It hurts when a heart gets broken
It numbs though when that heart is taken.
I think it hurts even more when that heart is in sight,
But the path to it is as dark as night.
It is beautiful when you are with someone,
Someone you can share your world with,
It hurts when the one thing you can't share.
Is how you feel about that someone.
Unspoken words, held in just to give support,
Unsaid feelings loudly proclaimed with my eyes,
Sad to say those eyes can't be seen,
Those words can't be heard,
My heart's desires, my mind travels,
Everything points to you, longs for you,
But the fear of holding so tight
Keeps me real quiet.
The fear that I will kill the thing I long for,
Makes me hold my peace.
Unsaid words, unspoken feelings.
One day will be revealed.
I dare to hope, and I think you can see...
My fears clash with my desires,
I am scared that all with go up in fires.
I know what I want, I see what I need,
But to reach out could mean I will bleed.
It hurts when a heart gets broken
It numbs though when that heart is taken.
I think it hurts even more when that heart is in sight,
But the path to it is as dark as night.
It is beautiful when you are with someone,
Someone you can share your world with,
It hurts when the one thing you can't share.
Is how you feel about that someone.
Unspoken words, held in just to give support,
Unsaid feelings loudly proclaimed with my eyes,
Sad to say those eyes can't be seen,
Those words can't be heard,
My heart's desires, my mind travels,
Everything points to you, longs for you,
But the fear of holding so tight
Keeps me real quiet.
The fear that I will kill the thing I long for,
Makes me hold my peace.
Unsaid words, unspoken feelings.
One day will be revealed.
In a little while
If you have ever seen a farmer sow seeds, seen the seed in the moments from when the seed leaves the farmers hand, to the point where it hits the ground? That is how I feel, unsure, not knowing where I will land.
Add the winds, add a storm blowing, add a lot of other factors and it sums up to a very shaky flight, that is where I am, unsure... Truth be told if things were as easy as we always think they are, life will be a lot easier to walk through. Sadly it almost ever is..
I leave the hand scared, cold, lonely. We were many when in the farmers hands, but now I am alone, I had the comfort of other seeds, I had the warmth of the farmers hands, but now I am cold.
I know my heart, I know my fears, I know what I may see by the time I hit the ground, and I will admit that I am frightened, worried, but on the exterior I am so calm, unruffled, hard as a seed on the outside.
On the inside, my heart is shaky, my mind is quaking, thoughts keep running in my mind of what could be, what could be going on and the consequences of my flight.
I know this for sure though, I will land, I will root and I will grow, no matter where it is. I will hurt for a while, I will be lonely for a while, and then I will shoot out and be my own man. Strong as I am meant to be, bold as I have to be, facing the odds with my foundation sinking far beneath the ground I see.
All in a little while...
Add the winds, add a storm blowing, add a lot of other factors and it sums up to a very shaky flight, that is where I am, unsure... Truth be told if things were as easy as we always think they are, life will be a lot easier to walk through. Sadly it almost ever is..
I leave the hand scared, cold, lonely. We were many when in the farmers hands, but now I am alone, I had the comfort of other seeds, I had the warmth of the farmers hands, but now I am cold.
I know my heart, I know my fears, I know what I may see by the time I hit the ground, and I will admit that I am frightened, worried, but on the exterior I am so calm, unruffled, hard as a seed on the outside.
On the inside, my heart is shaky, my mind is quaking, thoughts keep running in my mind of what could be, what could be going on and the consequences of my flight.
I know this for sure though, I will land, I will root and I will grow, no matter where it is. I will hurt for a while, I will be lonely for a while, and then I will shoot out and be my own man. Strong as I am meant to be, bold as I have to be, facing the odds with my foundation sinking far beneath the ground I see.
All in a little while...
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Desires
The writing is on the wall that I dare,
The words are screaming that I care,
My lips form the words; hey dear,
My body longs and aches to feel you near.
I long for a partner, someone to hold dear,
I want, I long, to be in a pair,
I want to douse my doubts and my fear,
I want to express myself just so you hear.
I might be scared, frightened like a deer,
But with you I am bold, stronger than a bear,
I sit and wonder till my heart seem to tear,
How did I get to meet a jewel so rare?
The words are screaming that I care,
My lips form the words; hey dear,
My body longs and aches to feel you near.
I long for a partner, someone to hold dear,
I want, I long, to be in a pair,
I want to douse my doubts and my fear,
I want to express myself just so you hear.
I might be scared, frightened like a deer,
But with you I am bold, stronger than a bear,
I sit and wonder till my heart seem to tear,
How did I get to meet a jewel so rare?
Love!!!
Love is, it doesn't dwell on the past, not on the future. It loves at the moment and every moment after.
Love is, not loving too much or loving too little, it is what it is.
Love is, not a feeling, it is a state of being, like God is. You don't just show it, you live it daily, every moment.
Love is, understanding, it sees beyond the actions and knows the motives and seeing all that still chooses to love.
Love is unconditional, it is not reliant on feelings, it does not care if it is returned, because of all this it is patient, long suffering and holds no fear because it has decided to love....
Not because you are all I have or want but because you are who I choose to have or want.
Taking away your beauty, all you are, all the feelings you rouse in me, all that is left is love.
I know all you have been and I know all you are now. Most especially, I know all you can ever be, still I love you
Love is a mother choosing to give her baby up in a cradle of reeds and tar, rather than have him killed before her eyes.
Love is a prince loving a friend regardless of the fact that the friend was chosen instead of him.
Love is a man turning water into wine at the request of His mother, even when the time had not reached to be revealed.
Love is 1Cor 13:4-7, Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
It is said that there is a thin line between love and hate, I would say that the line is so thick that you can walk on it all your life and not even know it.
Love is, not loving too much or loving too little, it is what it is.
Love is, not a feeling, it is a state of being, like God is. You don't just show it, you live it daily, every moment.
Love is, understanding, it sees beyond the actions and knows the motives and seeing all that still chooses to love.
Love is unconditional, it is not reliant on feelings, it does not care if it is returned, because of all this it is patient, long suffering and holds no fear because it has decided to love....
Not because you are all I have or want but because you are who I choose to have or want.
Taking away your beauty, all you are, all the feelings you rouse in me, all that is left is love.
I know all you have been and I know all you are now. Most especially, I know all you can ever be, still I love you
Love is a mother choosing to give her baby up in a cradle of reeds and tar, rather than have him killed before her eyes.
Love is a prince loving a friend regardless of the fact that the friend was chosen instead of him.
Love is a man turning water into wine at the request of His mother, even when the time had not reached to be revealed.
Love is 1Cor 13:4-7, Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
It is said that there is a thin line between love and hate, I would say that the line is so thick that you can walk on it all your life and not even know it.
True story
U say u want a smoke cos d weather is cold, And u want to get a bit of warmth in your body?
U say u want some blow just to feel d high and get out of your head a bit, cos its a friday n u need to loosen up just a lil' bit?
U need some loving cos u feel a bit lonely and a lil bit of cold too, oh yeah? And dat guy/chick is giving u tha naughty eye? Uh huh
U n ur mates are out for tha nyt so a pint here or der wont matter too much. So you have 3 or 4 and then some
So please it is 11am on a hot Tuesday morning, why u still need a smoke?
I woke up this morning to smell da smoke of tha herbs n i know deep down I know
U aint heading out on this friday nyt for two obvious reasons
Its a monday morning n u got work in 46mins...
And surely you didnt get frustrated in your sleep did you?
Oh yeah u need some loving, good good...
How u gonna get that? I mean tis 2pm on this hot blessed afternoon
And d only people in sight are the really old man and woman walking ahead.
Are dey really giving you the naughty eye?? No really!!!
And yeah i thot when you wanted to get outta ur head a bit u went for smokes
I see u downing that bottle of JD like tis water n i dont see ur mates nowhere in sight
Oh... It isnt a friday nyt but cos some one poured some cold water on ur jollies
Tis alryt to let of some steam eh!?!
Lets be real bro,
Call a spade a spade sis, cos it sho ain't no spoon
It starts with the first verse,
Goes on to the second verse...
Do u really wanna get on to the 3rd verse??
Addiction, liver and esteedees??
I dont need to paint no picture, we see all them stuff daily.
Is it worth it?? I leave you to decide.
But you can leave clean and holy,
And still be happy.
Your choice, your decision, your life
U say u want some blow just to feel d high and get out of your head a bit, cos its a friday n u need to loosen up just a lil' bit?
U need some loving cos u feel a bit lonely and a lil bit of cold too, oh yeah? And dat guy/chick is giving u tha naughty eye? Uh huh
U n ur mates are out for tha nyt so a pint here or der wont matter too much. So you have 3 or 4 and then some
So please it is 11am on a hot Tuesday morning, why u still need a smoke?
I woke up this morning to smell da smoke of tha herbs n i know deep down I know
U aint heading out on this friday nyt for two obvious reasons
Its a monday morning n u got work in 46mins...
And surely you didnt get frustrated in your sleep did you?
Oh yeah u need some loving, good good...
How u gonna get that? I mean tis 2pm on this hot blessed afternoon
And d only people in sight are the really old man and woman walking ahead.
Are dey really giving you the naughty eye?? No really!!!
And yeah i thot when you wanted to get outta ur head a bit u went for smokes
I see u downing that bottle of JD like tis water n i dont see ur mates nowhere in sight
Oh... It isnt a friday nyt but cos some one poured some cold water on ur jollies
Tis alryt to let of some steam eh!?!
Lets be real bro,
Call a spade a spade sis, cos it sho ain't no spoon
It starts with the first verse,
Goes on to the second verse...
Do u really wanna get on to the 3rd verse??
Addiction, liver and esteedees??
I dont need to paint no picture, we see all them stuff daily.
Is it worth it?? I leave you to decide.
But you can leave clean and holy,
And still be happy.
Your choice, your decision, your life
Hold on!!!
A girl/boy disturbed, emotional troubles,
A student disturbed, problems in school,
A man disturbed, with drug problems,
They are fighting, trying to stop the feeling,
They are tired want to let go
Girl by running,
Boy by sleeping around,
Student by quitting,
Man by needing one more fix,
They are thinking, these thoughts, these emotions, won't they stop? Hold on...
They are thinking, I can't possibly hold on anymore. Don't give up
The thoughts come not from outside but from inside,
Fighting them would be like fighting yourself,
Giving in to them would be like freedom, but freedom from what?
For the body but not the heart,
For the mind but not the spirit. Hold on, don't give up.
You may be down but it definitely isn't the end.
Hold on on don't give up, because doing so, letting go, giving in...
You lose in the long run.
You don't have to handle it on your own.
It's best you don't handle it on your own
Fighting yourself when you know all your weakspots?
Its like running towards a sniper with no weapons,
And surrendering, giving in to those desires, to those thoughts, becoming prisoner to them?
Is giving in to what you are fighting against in the first place.
A student disturbed, problems in school,
A man disturbed, with drug problems,
They are fighting, trying to stop the feeling,
They are tired want to let go
Girl by running,
Boy by sleeping around,
Student by quitting,
Man by needing one more fix,
They are thinking, these thoughts, these emotions, won't they stop? Hold on...
They are thinking, I can't possibly hold on anymore. Don't give up
The thoughts come not from outside but from inside,
Fighting them would be like fighting yourself,
Giving in to them would be like freedom, but freedom from what?
For the body but not the heart,
For the mind but not the spirit. Hold on, don't give up.
You may be down but it definitely isn't the end.
Hold on on don't give up, because doing so, letting go, giving in...
You lose in the long run.
You don't have to handle it on your own.
It's best you don't handle it on your own
Fighting yourself when you know all your weakspots?
Its like running towards a sniper with no weapons,
And surrendering, giving in to those desires, to those thoughts, becoming prisoner to them?
Is giving in to what you are fighting against in the first place.
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