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Somethings ain't just worth till u have them
Then even a million bucks won't take u away.
It starts with a smile, a conversation,
Five conversations later, u just can't stay away.

Distance seems so far away, till u find a reason to cross it,
Eyes meet across a hallway, meaningful glances.
The smell of her perfume dulls ur senses.
The move of her hips in your mind still stays.

They say love is blind till you feel it,
The reasons no man can understand,
The love for her keeps you seemingly without reason
The woman's worth just keeps increasing.

Somethings ain't just worth till u feel them
Your love, your warmth, the soft touch of your lips.
I might be a blind fool, a prisoner but this I know.
This ship has come to rest. To rest in the port of love.

Things change...

Rarely hardly ever do this, but then I wrote this while thinking of a friend of mine.


Tears may come now, but you will smile again,
Pain will go away, wounds will heal again,
Scars may remain, but they can shape and mold you,
So don't try to hide who you are,
But then know who you will be.

The world is round true, but it turns, constantly,
Down you may be today, stars you will face tomorrow.
Seasons come and go but things never remain the same,
A season may bring pain this year, but then;
The same season, could bring joy on the next.

Treasure the times, treasure the moments,
They fly by, past and gone forever.
When it seems you can't hold it in,
Let it out slowly, don't hold it in,
Let it go surely and then move on.

Life is a journey, a life-long one,
Whether it be comfortable or uncomfortable,
Know this, it can get easier if u move on,
So, smile through the tears,
Laugh through the pain,
Find the little slices of joy,
So you can be as right as rain.
Hold the joy in and find warmth,
Laugh through the pain and know peace,
Know and remember all through this;
Things never ever stay the same.


Many thoughts.

Mixed Feelings

One of them sleepless nights, a night when you desire company but at the same time dread it, one of the times when you need a friend but are scared that the demands you could place on them would be far more than they should bear. A partial expression of how I feel.


A combination of sad. lonely and tired,
Heart aches, mind races, many paces,
Sleepless nights,, physically tired,
I close my eyes and see different faces.
Faces from the past, the present and the future.
Mind threatens to fall apart, needing a suture.

I look around, searching for refuge, for strength,
I walk around, I need hope, i am losing my faith.
Nothing seems to work right, things fall apart,
I wonder and I wander, should I stay or go,
Can I stand the cold, these winds that blow
Or should I let it be and just let it go.

A hug, a shoulder, a kind word or thought,
Someone to trust, to care is what I want,
A place I can come back to, no matter what,
A friend, companion, a place of comfort.
Out of the fear and the cold, a place of warmth.
A place where I can close my eyes without thought.
(To be continued)