One of them sleepless nights, a night when you desire company but at the same time dread it, one of the times when you need a friend but are scared that the demands you could place on them would be far more than they should bear. A partial expression of how I feel.
A combination of sad. lonely and tired,
Heart aches, mind races, many paces,
Sleepless nights,, physically tired,
I close my eyes and see different faces.
Faces from the past, the present and the future.
Mind threatens to fall apart, needing a suture.
I look around, searching for refuge, for strength,
I walk around, I need hope, i am losing my faith.
Nothing seems to work right, things fall apart,
I wonder and I wander, should I stay or go,
Can I stand the cold, these winds that blow
Or should I let it be and just let it go.
A hug, a shoulder, a kind word or thought,
Someone to trust, to care is what I want,
A place I can come back to, no matter what,
A friend, companion, a place of comfort.
Out of the fear and the cold, a place of warmth.
A place where I can close my eyes without thought.
(To be continued)
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